This is one dusty-ass blog.
Holy crap it's been a long time. I think the last time I wrote on this we were all still hopeful that Obama would save us all. Ha. Yeah, I'm looking right at you, Jen.
A really long time...
Holy shit, where to even start...
Um. Robbie moved out in April of 2010. For good. I am still trying to get paperwork filed so we can get on with this. But more on that later.
We moved to a new house with the help of my parents. We love it here!! The boys now have a big back yard & a new dog to go in it. It's perfect for my new little family. But more on that later.
I have started my bachelor's work in Adult Education so I can teach in this field I love. It will, hopefully, ensure a better future for my kids & help me pay for school since I'm on my own here. But... more on that. Later.
I started dating someone a few months ago. He is smart, funny, responsible, kind and as perfect as anyone can get without one of us being delusional. And I am totally not ready for it. But... yeah. Later.
Robbie has had his own issues to deal with since he left. On his own with no one to do it for him & no one to blame for them anymore. Hasn't really stopped him from trying, though. He was diagnosed as Bipolar last year--the only person surprised by that was him. I'm not privy to anything as far as his treatment goes, he doesn't really share any information with me. That's okay--this is his life & he is going to live it the way he sees fit. I'm just here to help the kids cope with whatever he throws our way. But, again, more on that...later.
The past year has seen me making a lot of changes in my life; the way I think not only about myself but the way I choose to live my life. I am setting an example for my kids whether any of us realize it or not. This is precedence in the making--what I do now will be repeated for generations to come. No really, think about it, what if every choice you made now was repeated by your children and grandchildren and great-grandchildren? That is, of course, assuming the world does NOT come to an end next year. Or next month, depending on which lunatic you happen to be listening to at this moment.
Anyway... bottom line; I. Am. Happy.
Not because life is perfect & I have no problems. Hell no... I would like to find those caliber of drugs. I am happy because I want to be.
I choose to be.
And I'll explain more of that... well, you get the point.
We've got a lot to catch up on, my loveys.
Just as soon as you figure out that this blog is up and running again... lol
Hey... later.
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